you know what sucks?

What sucks is the thought that if I could be comfortably publicly neurotic like, say, The Bloggess — whom I think is really cool and brave — I would be much more successful at this Internet blogger thing.

Cuz whatever you might think about what I have presented here, I could be waaaay more neurotic than I have been. Publically, I mean.

Oops! That was me being publicy neurotically unconfident, wasn’t it?

I can’t even do that right.

Crap.