Here’s the thing about us crazy compulsive romantic Doctor Who fans: We want the Doctor to be in love. We long for him to have at least a little bit of comfort and happiness. We’d like for him to be in love with us, but, you know, we don’t begrudge him someone else. Especially not if she’s Alex Kingston, who is — pardon my French — so fucking smart and clever and cool and gorgeous that you have to concede that yes, she’d be a worthy partner for the Doctor.
Oh, the way she looks at him:
And he is not unintrigued:
Donna is jealous!:
What is with that whole “Hands!” business — is it really that unpleasant to have his hands on you, Donna? I think not. She just has to maintain this pretense that she’s not interested in him in any way at all except as her ride through space and time, which she’s dutifully been doing… and now here is incontrovertible evidence that he doesn’t always feel the need to tell women that he just wants to be friends. That has got to sting Donna something awful.
Obviously Steven Moffat has been reading The Time Traveler’s Wife, by Audrey Niffenegger, which is about a couple whose relationship happens all out of order (because the man jumps around in time in a way that he has no control over). And clearly that’s true for the Doctor and River not just in this one instance — in which the Doctor meets River for the first time after she’s already met him — but all the time, because they’re both keeping diaries of their meetings (well, he’s not doing so yet, but I bet he starts after the events here), and have settled into some sort of routine in which, every time they meet, they figure out where each one of them is in their personal timelines. “Should we do diaries?” she asks him. “Where are we this time?”
And doesn’t her diary look like the TARDIS:
And he can’t keep his eyes off it. He is captivated, even as all sorts of weirdness and danger is happening around them. Which raises all sorts of wibbly-wobbly, timey-wimey questions, not the least of which is: Does he fall in love with her later because he was so intrigued by the fact that she already knew him the first time he met her? (On top of the fact that she’s gorgeous, clever, etc.) Assuming, of course, that something doesn’t wipe out the Doctor’s future with her, which I would not put past Moffat at all, being the torturing bastard that he is. See, this is all simply too impossibly romantic — “Picnic at Asgard… have we done Asgard yet?” Man, that must have been really nice, judging from the look on her face — not to end in tragedy.
Yet, on the other hand, I’d like to think that River’s reaction to how young he looks means that David Tennant has told the Doctor Who team that he wants to keep playing the Doctor for the next 20 years. At first I assumed she was talking about other, future regenerations of his too, but now I’m not so sure: I think she’s only known this one regeneration, and that the Doctor’s going to be around in this form long enough for his appearance here to seem very young indeed. (Ooo, I hope he doesn’t go bald. Gray would be nice, but bald… eh.)
But I have no doubt that Moffat will invent all new ways with which to break our hearts once he takes over the show in 2010. Erasing River Song from the Doctor’s life will only be the least of it.
And then there’s the little girl…
Oh, it’s so hard to talk about this episode without also talking about the next. I’ll say this: You’re gonna wanna go back and watch this again very carefully after “Forest of the Dead,” the concluding episode, because there’s whole different things to talk about after you know what’s going on with the little girl (and after you know a little more about River Song and what she knows about the Doctor, and what he doesn’t know about her). And, well… okay, spoilers. I must shut up.
I do remember, first time around, while watching this fresh and while waiting for the second episode, all the many ideas that ran through my head about what the deal with the little girl was. She’s in the computer, she is the computer, she’s dreaming it all (note how her house is full of primary colors and looks like a child’s drawing)… And yet, when Doctor Moon tells the little girl, “The real world is a lie, and your nightmares are real. The Library is real,” we’re like, Yeah, we know this, because we know the Doctor is real, Donna is real. Except… do we know that? At least for the moment here, we’re exposed to the possibility that there’s a whole ’nother meta level of reality, one in which the Doctor is merely a figment of someone’s imagination. And how could that be…?
Something else Moffat has been reading: Passage, by Connie Willis, which is echoed in Ms Evangelista and her “ghosting.” I’m with Donna: this is one of the most horrific things I’ve ever seen. (And yet, it’s the kind of thing that makes me love — and hate — Moffat, for it is true science fiction, not about merely new technology — thought mail! — but about the unexpected consequences of that technology. Brilliant!) And I think it could be the kind of thing that, if something similar happened more than a few times, could be the final nail in coffin of the happy traveling life with the Doctor. Sure, Donna has said that she’s gonna stay with him forever, which you know is like painting a bull’s-eye on yourself. But how much more tragic would it be if, instead of Donna simply being killed outright by monsters or bad guys, she comes to the conclusion that she can no longer bear to travel with the Doctor because it’s too sad, in the long run? If we hadn’t already had other clues, we could guess, from Donna’s question to River — “Where am I in the future?” — and River’s look in response, which is like a punch in the gut, that Donna does not, in fact, travel with the Doctor forever.
Knowing what a bastard Moffat it, I vote for the most heartbreaking end for Donna, which is that she has to live with herself for a long time, doing nothing but going to a menial job and eating chips, after she decides she can’t stand to be with the Doctor anymore. That would be horrific, not for the least reason being that I could almost see myself in the same situation: I think I like Donna now because she is more like me than any of the other companions have been. She’s my age, she’s had a life before the Doctor — she’s not a child who grows up alongside him, she’s a grownup already, and joins him from the perspective of someone who has experienced life on Earth and has known it to be mostly shit, compared to what he has to offer. And then she learns that his life is shit, too…? Man.
Random thoughts on “Silence in the Library”:
• One more book (series of books, really) that seems to have inspired Moffat: the Thursday Next novels by Jasper Fforde. The whole “every book ever written” thing plus the giant Library sounds a lot like Fforde’s Well of Plots.
• Oh, man, Moffat should totally get Connie Willis or Jasper Fforde to write an episode!
• What a second! Didn’t the old Doctor Who have a rule about the Doctor not being able to cross his own timeline? So that the Doctor couldn’t meet someone before he met them? Or are we just pretending that was never a thing?
• If I were Donna, I’d be pissed if the Doctor took me to the biggest library ever and then smacked my hand when I went to pick up a book. Um, what? You bring me here and then forbid me to read? I dunno what kind of reader Donna is — I suspect she tends toward trashy beach novels, but I bet she does at least read those, as opposed to not being one of them readers at all — but I’d have to smack the Doctor back. Spoilers, indeed…
• Likewise, the getting-sent-back-to-the-TARDIS bit. No. You do not allow the Doctor to get rid of you like that — I don’t care if he’s only doing it to protect you. If you wanted protecting, you’d have stayed at home. You’re there to be with him, danger be damned.
• The Doctor apologizing to the security camera after, apparently, causing it pain: He really is sorry. That’s such a lovely little moment for David Tennant as an actor. He’s so wonderfully, genuinely effusive, and I think that’s really rare for male actors, who seem to feel that, well, feeling is somehow inappropriate and unmasculine unless it’s sublimated and repressed. Which, you know, it isn’t.
• “I’m gonna need a packed lunch.” Now that is right outta Zork.
• Another great moment in Time Lord disdain:
Of course, this being Steven Moffat’s work, this is no throwaway moment but something that will come back around to bite the Doctor on the ass: “I don’t want to see everyone in this room dead because some idiot thinks his pride is more important,” the Doctor tells the guy from the Library family later, and there’s River in the background, seeing the corner the Doctor is painting himself into, and then she says: “Then why don’t you sign his contract?” Oh, she really does know him, doesn’t she?
• Squareness gun!
I’m guessing it will transpire, once Moffat takes over from Russell Davies in 2010, that it will be no coincidence that the Doctor’s wife — come on, you know that’s where the River Song story is going — is from the same time as Captain Jack Harkness.
• Great quotes:
“A cry for help, with a kiss?” –Donna
“Of course we’re safe, there’s a little shop.” –the Doctor
“I’m a time traveler — I point and laugh at archaeologists.” –the Doctor. Oh, that is just mean. And yet, ya kinda sense that already, he’s flirting a little with River…
“This is the Doctor in the days before he knew me…. And he looks at me, he looks right through me, and it shouldn’t kill me, but it does.” –River Song
“You need a good death. Without death there’d only be comedies. Dying gives us size.” –the Doctor, on biographies and how there are always deaths at the end. (Don’t think about this as a spoiler. Really: don’t.)
(next: Episode 9: “Forest of the Dead”)